hello world...

hi real world. news flash from the dead and drifted. today i got to spend time with computers and limited internet connection. so blogging is the only option for fun apparently. and looks like fun's over. swoooshing back to hell. will revive on april 9 :).

hope for you to hear me then.


till then real world.

paranoiaa!!!

hari ni patutnye aku happy. tau nape? sbb.. aku dah trperuk kt asrama slama 5 minggu, di seksa dgn bdk3 kt sane, kene blaja smpai lewat mlm, tdo lmbt bgn awal, tdo dlm kelas pastu kene marah, tdo time prep kene tembak pistol air. patutnye aku gembira sbb family aku dtg dr kl nk jumpe aku sbb nk amik brg. next week aku balik naik bas. parent xley amik. so patutnye hari ni aku relax.. kn3?

tp!

aku ptg td marah3 sbb aku brkejar turun bwh ingt mak aku dah dtg. pengumuman pn suro aku dtg bwk kd outing. rupanye bdk3 suro aku amik earphone. dah la xkemas brg lg. dahtu berlari bwh. kene gelak lg. then aku rase ngntok. tp baru nk tdo mami dah smpai. xpe3. blet tdo kn hotel kn3?
dah tu smpai hotel okkkk. smpai td lagu3 dlm ipod aku kene delete habis. fuck itunes. fuck itunes. then dgn kebabian pemandu yg xreti nk berhemah then dgn adik3 aku lg yg bergaduh pasal bende bodoh then libatkn aku. dh laa lg xde privacy kt hotel ni. rimas ko tau?




then pasal syg. sygg... sy skrg dgn parents. dgn ayah n mami yg suke check3 brg sy. bkn sng sy nk jawab call or sms . sms plak dah susah sket sbb hp sy tu dah mcm ****. n pliz jgn buat consumption yg sy xske k? boleh? ok sygg. n ye . sy hacks sygg. syg sorg je. ingt k?



huh.

paranoia. bende ni boleh buat aku gile klau kene slalu sgt.

siyes.

aku benci ko paranoia.

time kasih sbb slalu temankn aku.

huh.

dear

dear sygg. im sorryy sbb my phone kene rampas. i know sy xcall sygg sgt dah. sbb phone xde. lg pon dorgg xnk bagi gne phone dorg sgt. dorg takot kene ramapas lg./ cian kn? emm sorry sgt. btw diut sy dah 0 n n nnti klau bley sy cbe call k? tau3
sorii.. love you.. :*

ranting - grey matter?

here's to the reincarnation of the never deceased.

here's to he who thinks he's no one.

alone and petrified.

and if even thinks that you're in peace.

you got me to worry about.

this is not you dude.

what happen to the happy-go-fucking-lucky you?

you're all sad and distured.

and you don't even told me about it.

i know.

things must be hard for you.

things are hitting you hard.

your thing are hard (?!)

but you should know.

we're here laa wei.

i know we haven't talk for a while.

but i can't stand it reading you like that.

you know.

you belong with us.

eventhough the harsh words and smelly signature.

you're still with us.

you are what you eat.

and you are what you say.

say it like this.

and take it back like that.

you might can't understand this

(even i can't)

but deep down.

dude, you're my friend.

you can anything to me.

and you are not DEAD.

dear good friend,

this is to you who always did give the chance,

and gave back to him the chance.

to you who always did felt appreciated.

but you are.

deep down inside.

in the heart of souls who never open up their heart.

fuck me.

fuck you.

spirit and soul awaken.

may he revive in peas.

a lot of it.

A Post To Her

Dear Love,

For that very happy day, I've bought you a white rose. I ought to give to you. but i am much too far away. so i will kept in. by my side. Just like i kept you. inside my heart. so on our anniversary. on that happy day. there's only one thing i want to say. you.ve heard it many times before. others had heard of this also. but on that day, it will be special. for us al least. ok sygg? ehem. nk ckp ni.

I LOVE YOU. CINTA YOU ALWAYS :*

happy anniversary.

ranting - something u never think you never expected.

its like this.

dude. you care for a girl. thats a good thinG! yeah! eventhough you didnt tell me n doesnt really support me in caring for my girl, its ok! dude,its a REALLY good thing. you know you can tell me anything right. so maybe i forgot or didnt LOOK like i paid attention, but i did man. you're the one that told me not to hide my feeling. am i right? hu-hu.

c'mon.

see. and i also HEARD that the girl rejected you. and your frens REJECTED you in some way (i know dudes. i know) i mean, you know the guys are always there for you. you can tell us anything even if you cant reach me. there's always HIM and HIM. see we do care. n you camera isnt as important as your feeling. dude, seriously. i known you way back even you aint got no camera.

ok.

by the end of this year, we'll make another pillow talk and this time YOU'RE holding the pillow ok? n i'm gonna make sure you spill everything OUT down to you biggest-not-yet-published-dirty-little-BOXER :P (ok secrets).

haha.

cheer up k? thats what you always told me. now its my turn.

ok?

btw.

we're still friends. even if you're never bought that camera.

ok?

later dude.

desire - laptop

yaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the laptop that i had my eyes on for a while now. it the new (or so i thought) DELL STDIO 15 ARTIST EDITION : MIKE MING . yeah!!!!! haha now for the details

price : rm2699++
dateline to buy this thing : 2015 (by then, i dont think this is the best for me.)

fyi, i seriously admire the artwork. just wanted that skin anyway.
now the real details.

Specifications

General
Built-in Devices Wireless LAN antenna , Stereo speakers
Width - 14.0 in
Depth - 10.16 in
Height - 1.48 in
Weight - 6.0 lbs
Color - Jet black
Notebook type - Thin-and-light (4-6 lbs.)
Screen type - Widescreen

Processor
Processor - Intel Core 2 Duo T5850 / 2.16 GHz
Multi-Core processor technology : Dual-Core
64-bit processor - Yes
Data bus speed - 800.0 MHz
Chipset type - Mobile Intel PM965 Express

Cache Memory
Type L2 cache
Cache size 3.0 MB

RAM
Installed Size 3.0 GB / 4.0 GB (max)
Technology DDR2 SDRAM - 400.0 MHz
Environmental Parameters
Min Operating Temperature 32.0 °F
Max Operating Temperature 95.0 °F
Humidity Range Operating 10 - 90%
Shock Tolerance 110.0 g @ 2ms half-sine pulse (operating) / 160.0 g @ 2ms half-sine pulse (non-operating)
Vibration Tolerance 0.66 g @ RMS (random) (operating) / 1.3 g @ RMS (random) (non-operating)
Storage Controller
Storage controller type Serial ATA

Storage
Floppy Drive None
Hard Drive 320.0 GB - Serial ATA-150
Storage Removable None
Hard drive type Standard

Optical Storage
Type 8X Slot Load CD / DVD Burner (Dual Layer DVD+/-R Drive) - Integrated
CD / DVD read speed 8X
Optical Storage (2nd)
2nd optical storage type None

Card Reader
Card reader type 8 in 1 card reader
Supported flash memory cards MultiMediaCard , Memory Stick , SD Memory Card , xD-Picture Card , SDIO , Memory Stick Pro

Display
Display Type 15.4 in TFT active matrix
Max Resolution 1280 x 800 ( WXGA )
Widescreen Display - Yes
Video - Graphics Processor / Vendor Intel Graphics Media Accelerator X3100
Video Memory 256.0 MB

Audio
Audio output type Sound card
Audio output compliant standards High Definition Audio

Notebook Camera
Camera Type Integrated
Sensor Resolution 2 Megapixel

Input Device(s)
Input device type Keyboard , Touchpad

Networking
Networking 10/100 Ethernet , Network adapter
Networking / Wireless LAN Supported Yes
Wireless NIC Dell Wireless 1397
Data link protocol IEEE 802.11n (draft) , 802.11a/b , IEEE 802.11b , Ethernet , IEEE 802.11g
Networking standards IEEE 802.11b , IEEE 802.11g , IEEE 802.11n

Expansion / Connectivity
Expansion Slots Total (Free) 1.0 ( 0.0 ) x Memory , 2.0 ( 1.0 ) x ExpressCard/54
Interfaces 1.0 x Network - Line-out/headphones - Mini-phone stereo 3.5 mm , 1.0 x Hi-Speed USB - Ethernet 10Base-T/100Base-TX/1000Base-T - Mini-phone 3.5 mm , 1.0 x IEEE 1394 (FireWire) - VGA - 19 pin HDMI Type A , 1.0 x Audio - HDMI - RJ-45 , 1.0 x Audio - Line-in - 15 pin HD D-Sub (HD-15) , 1.0 x Microphone - Input - 4 pin USB Type A , 4.0 x Display / video - 4 pin FireWire , 1.0 x Display / video - Mini-phone 3.5 mm


pliz visit this website for more info

http://www.dell.com/content/topics/topic.aspx/global/products/laptop_studio/topics/en/us/us/dhs/laptop_studio_15_17_ming?c=us&cs=19&l=en&s=dhs&redirect=1