Sunday, February 8, 2009

so.. this is it, huh?

just like the title. so.. this is it huh? the time for people to part away , in the name of chasing their dreams.. my dream is not in mrsm. but if the goverment said so. then i had to follow.. seriously i dont wanna leave. there are people i dont wanna leave here. family friends loved ones. people who'd cry for me. that made me think i am needed here. i dont wanna leave my frens. my good n dearest frens. dont wanna lost my 2009 class, 4 Beta. i dont wanna leave her n them n everybody else. yes u may called me an "ego guy" for not crying. not sedey. but do u really know what i felt? do u know what i did the night i got my result? i merajok. i dont wanna talk to my mum. dont wanna see my dad. but then i know i had to stay positive. my dad will eventualy make me go. so i thought. n thought. n thought. n decided to give it a shot. n let me tell you. the last week of going to smkbtho 2 was not giving a good thought to my sensitive side. people cried. people gave advices. people gave hope. people sad. im sad. i dnt wanna go. but then.. its a good think i have frens there. frens that i can trust. aaahh! damn man! yes haziq. i am crying right now. am i ego now? huh am i am i??!! damn man! :((


guess then i see u guys next month huh? in march n may.. i hoped u guys wont forget me n i hoped for the same for me. gdbye baby. gdbye dude. till we meet again.

p/s : i love you guys. frens, who am i without u guys :)


Thursday, February 5, 2009

kuar eh?

ari sabtu haziq.. kite kuar hari ahad eh? bley sygg?

Tuesday, February 3, 2009


tagged by CoffeeDude.

What have you been doing recently?
trying to plan my way ponteng-ning school :P

Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
yes. in state of emergency. by emergency i mean my dad wanting to see it :)

What happened at 10am today?
3/2/2009 - pretended i'm listened to the teacher while resting my brain.

When did you last cry?
last week. i got into a quarrel . it was not nice .

Believe in fate/destiny?
definitely brother! :D

What do you want in your life now?
a scooter with fire rockets n laser jets :D

Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
playing in the rain is WAYYY nicer.

What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
SMS-ing! my optometyer(eye doctor :D) said i cant read on the bed no more. it'll give u agtimatisme (silau).

What bottoms are you wearing now?
The bottom that make my butt looks all that.

Whats the nicest things in your inbox?
my baby telling me bout her real feeling for me :*

Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
no way! why would i do that?!

Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?

What was the last movie you caught?
Inkheart! n-i-c-e!

What are you proud of?
my butt n the new spec i'll be getting :D

What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
about a SIPUT BABI joke or something.

What was the last song you sang out loud?
akan tiba - aliff OIAM

Do you have any nicknames?
just call me syafiq. thats nice :)

What does the newest text say?
do u got anything else to ask beside this?

What time did you go to bed last night?
bout 1.45 am. the result was not nice.

Are you currently happy?
yes and no. make it 'a little not over me'.

Who gives you the best advise?
mostly haziq but then i ignored most of his advice. no offence dude.

Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
i would try but the cream wont come out :(

Who did you talk on the phone last night?
ure a busybody guy arent u? fine. Qila :*

Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Qila :* she SMS-ed me if u must know.